The problem of nihilism arises when conventional sources of meaning and motivation wither or are overcome by doubt. By nature, we look to externals to justify what we value. That is, we look to a worth inhering in those things themselves, or some reason in the world why they should be valued. This habit stems from the natural outward orientation of the brain, which focusses on the environment as the source of the organism’s wellbeing. This orientation is a basic fact of being a creature with a nervous system, dependent on an environment for its life. There is security in a dependent relationship, as the child finds security in the mother. The loss of this dependency itself is threatening. One can feel “orphaned,” on one’s own to face the Void (or, more cheerfully, the Great Mystery). One can no longer count on inherited patterns of belief we call meaning.
The same outward focus is the source of our natural interest in causality. We notice that events lead to other events. Turning that observation upon ourselves is a different matter. We are loathe to think that the world determines our every act—including our thoughts and feelings and our very perceptions. We admit that physical causes operate upon and within the brain. But we prefer to think that there are reasons as well as causes for what we do, think, feel and perceive. We prefer to believe that we choose our actions, and that our perceptions are justified insofar as they correspond to reality.
The senses seem to reveal the external world as it truly is. Similarly, there is more to choosing behavior than whim. Choices have real consequences and we naturally seek to justify them (to ourselves and to others) in real terms—which means in terms of causal processes in the world. On the one hand, we recognize that the world has power over us; on the other, we want to determine our own actions and thoughts. Meaning is naturally imposed on us by the external world, upon which we depend as natural organisms. But as beings who wish to claim free will, we are ambivalent toward that dependent condition. Through our biological dependency, meaning seems to abide ready-made in the world, just as the world seems transparently revealed to the visual sense. However, to know that meaning, like perception, is a function of biological need—and not intrinsic in the world—renders the world unreliable as the source of meaning and throws us awkwardly back upon ourselves.
Nietzsche warned that such nihilism could lead to personal despair, apathy, and a passive or destructive culture. There can be anger at the loss of meaning, as of any resource. Disillusionment or disenchantment is a loss of faith in something once deemed real or true, and therefore a loss of certainty. The normal outward-facing mind can no longer count on finding justification “out there” for its beliefs and actions. Doubting particular beliefs or assumptions can be functional, because it can lead to a better understanding of reality and more self-confidence. But doubting the reliability of the mind or the reality of one’s experience can be undermining and overwhelming.
Descartes’ skepticism concerned the input of the senses, which could be falsified through interference in the nervous system; his solution was that God would not permit systematic deception. If we substitute nature for God, we could suppose that natural selection would not permit deception that prevents our existence at least long enough to reproduce. (Deception that promotes our existence is allowed!) In any case, Descartes took comfort in his cogito ergo sum, concluding falsely that—while one could doubt the existence of the world—one could hardly doubt one’s own existence as an experiencing subject.
Nietzsche’s skepticism concerned something else—not the veracity of experience but its meaning. Even granted reliable sensory input, there is no absolute basis on which to interpret it, no absolutely trustworthy source of meaning. There is no absolute reference frame: “God” is dead. His solution was to re-evaluate valuation itself—to relinquish reliance on the external world to determine one’s beliefs and actions, whether by cause or by reason. He took comfort in amor fati—the practice of intentionally embracing all experience without the habitual evaluation. If meaning cannot be counted on from outside, one must create it oneself. Even negative experience should be welcomed as an opportunity to be intentional and self-determining.
Meaning is the framework for evaluating experience. Its loss is itself naturally evaluated negatively. That judgment simply reflects the continuing general habitual reliance on externals, part of our natural conditioning. Despair or depression is a normal response to the deprivation of meaning. One can defend against it by joining a group or cause, embracing an ideology or reaffirming a faith, returning to traditional values, adhering to routines, etc. One can also simply lose oneself in distraction, entertainment, or drugs. Nietzsche calls such responses passive nihilism. While these responses may acknowledge the potential loss of meaning, one reacts as though to an external threat, reflecting the continuing belief in reality as a causal factor. While individuals might choose to actively confront the Void, society as a whole cannot be expected to. Yet, if it does not, Nietzsche warned, it may fall into religious fundamentalism, rigid nationalism, populist movements, or totalitarian systems, as substitutes for lost meaning—all of which we have seen.
An alternative is to voluntarily relinquish the meaning of which we otherwise feel deprived. But that requires claiming utter responsibility for all one thinks and feels. Ironically, that is the position of the Creator, as opposed to the finite creature whose lot is to respond as best as it can to the vicissitudes of the Creation. Nietzsche’s Übermensch is a godlike being, who asserts free will against the determinism of the natural world. That is a strenuous and heroic ideal, whose demands may have been too much even for Nietzsche, who collapsed at age 44 and spent the rest of his short life being cared for by family or in an institution. One could read this as a concrete illustration of the human confrontation with the Void. To live continuously in tension with it, creating new values ex nihilo, requires enormous courage and vitality. Nietzsche’s life shows both the possibility of a life-affirming philosophy and the cost of pushing a finite organism to its limits.
In other words, existentialism may be bad for your health. Moreover, to have faith in it—much less to seek refuge in it (like in the Buddha or in Christ)—would be paradoxical. That would assert an externality to justify a course of action; but that externality is precisely the truth that no externalities can absolutely justify action or belief. To “love life as it is” (embracing all experience as Nietzsche prescribed) must include the biologically-grounded judgments of pleasure and pain, which are given in experience and are hardly matters of conscious choice. (Except for masochists, loving pain seems a contradiction in terms.) To confront the paradox is to confront the Void itself. For, we are conditioned to seek reasons (justifications) for our values, beliefs and actions. If there is no reason underwriting any choice, there is no reason to choose existentialism either. This does not prevent one from choosing one’s values or behavior, only from expecting a justification. There one is on one’s own.
Choice is ultimately arbitrary insofar as it cannot be justified by externals. On the other hand, justification can be found internally: in how the organism senses and evaluates its own states, providing its own reasons. In that context, to choose nihilism, existentialism, or anything else, mirrors the organism’s fundamental self-defining nature—its autopoiesis. Looking inward affirms the self’s responsibility for itself and its actions, reflecting the organism’s autonomy and relative freedom. From an existential point of view, values are not found but created. Nietzsche viewed life as a work of art, rather than a science. Artistic choice is simply up to the artist. On the other hand, value can be a consciously shared collective creation. Then it would no longer be what we fight over, but what we create together.